Stumbling In The Darkness

They say that the night is always darkest right before the dawn. I think the idea comes from the thought that the silver reflections of light from the moon disappear as it slips below the skyline & yet, as it is still too early for the sun to rise, the earth finds itself cast in its darkest hours. Figuratively, I think we can all find these moments of time in our live’s & without a doubt, the last few months have been some of my darkest.

Wrestling with a deep sense of failure, I had stopped pretty much everything I was participating in. After more than…

Absence & The Upside Down Life Of Renovations

I need to write something. No seriously, I need to write something! No agenda, nothing specific... I just thought, I should really put something out there as it seems like forever. Will anyone read this? I don’t know but...

The past several months our house has been turned upside down as we pilled our furniture up into the dinning room & front living room, moved all the storage into a small corner of the basement, while dismantling the gym set & cramming it into the same corner. We were renovating & painting the house.

I really didn’t think it was going to be a big deal but, with no desk or office space to work in, it seemed as though all my writing & creative spaces for expression had disappeared. I was at a stand still, waiting for my life to return to a spacial plain of normality!

Is Christianity Too Narrow?

"Is Christianity to narrow?" I hesitate in writing a response as I think we sometimes hear this question & automatically start out on the defensive. The problem with this position is that we first need to address what it is we are defending before taking a defensive stand. So while it seems we would like to jump right in with an answer to the question, I'd like to propose we parallel it with a reflective counter question, "Is Jesus too narrow?"

Seeing these two questions side by side, I think we can begin to look at some of the definitions we create around them & address the polarizing issues that come up between them. By the end of the post, we will hopefully see that while finding an answer to our question, we are left with a million more, but the freeing experience to explore them anew.

3 Important Questions For A Masterpiece In Life

"Some people might call you a piece of work. God calls you a piece of art." Those were Les Bon-Bernard's words last night to a crowd of us. The beautiful thing about art is it is relationally saturated in interpretational opportunity. Art is both the constructed canvas of oil paint, brush strokes, elemental materials, captured images, & reflections of multiple actions. But it is also an improve of those who are in view of it; those who are interacting with it on a social & relationally critical examination of where they find meaning & significance with it.

If each one of us is a masterpiece in the working, we have to ask ourselve's the questions that reveal who relationally is the artist's behind our sense of understanding & purpose? Who is creating "us" & the meaning for our existence?

Why I Left The Church

It was an interesting evening for sure. A group of us had drove up to the north end of the city after hearing about a public conversation taking place between Bart Campolo & Sean McDowell. Taking different poles between each other in dialogue, Campolo embraced a stated “atheism” or humanist stance while McDowell stood upon a firm belief in the Christian Evangelical Church. While inviting the others, I had enthusiastically given support to “Team I Left”. It became a point of conversation as they wondered how I could support this stance while still being involved with Christian gathering events.

In honesty, I was giving the support in a tongue in cheek way. But, while I do give leniencey to this stance, we need to ask the question of what it means to be in or out of the church.

Black Holes, Making Space For The Other, & The Gospel Of A Social Salvation

A few weeks ago I wrote about The Gravity Of Wonder and how we are all tethered to a relationship with it for the rest of our life. This theme had me pondering upon the way gravity works & the deeper question of what just might be the greatest gravitational force in the universe today. Do you know what it is?

The most substantial gravitational force in creation is surprisingly not the sun. Nor is it the largest planet you can find in a solar system. The most powerful gravitational force actually comes from what is known as a black hole. I found this remarkable as I looked deeper into the workings of gravity and how it functions.

First, the easiest way to understand gravity is...

Lizard Brain & Some Abstract Thoughts

I've been working on a post that I'm hoping will be a good one but won't be releasing it until next week. BUT, I wanted to put something out this week and share some abstract thoughts from some things my imagination has been gleaning from the past few days.

Lately, I've been reading from Matthew Lieberman's book 'Social' as he writes about human psychology and the ways our brains work. It has been a rather fascinating exploration and deeply revealing into humanity's need for community and relationship with others.

I was kind of distracted however, as Lieberman wrote on what psychologists refer to as the "Lizard" brain. This is the part of the brain considered...

The Gravity Of Wonder

You can’t deny gravity. Well, it’s extremely hard to anyways, and even if you are able to escape its grip, it isn’t at all sustainable for any real length of time and it's not long before you come crashing back to the reality that gravity is tethered to you for life.

I remember when my wife & I went to the theatre to see the movie 'Gravity' for the first time. Sitting practically right in front of the screen, with our 3D glasses on, the grand infinity of space opened up to us during the beginning frames. I always love the beauty in these scenes as they bring a sense of...

Gandhi’s Four Pillars To Christianity

Recently, I finished reading Brian McLaren's book 'Why Did Jesus, Moses, the Buddha, & Mohammed Cross the Road'. It was a great read into the conversation of a globally diverse religious and spiritual society. I resonated with his pursuit for a Christian identity that, "moves me towards people of other faiths in wholehearted love, not in spite of their non-Christian identity and not in spite of my own Christian identity, but because of my identity as a follower of God in the way of Jesus."

Particularly, I find myself reflecting around the last chapter's thoughts from a conversation held between E. Stanley Jones & Mahatma Gandhi. When questioned what Gandhi thought would foster a natural expression of Christianity in India, he offered...


My first experience with the Billy Graham Crusades came when the First Alliance had a youth event in the early 90’s and my best friend Ron, his stepbrother Burton, & I sat in the balcony seats while taking in the speakers, theatrics, and bands of the revival. Truth be told, we had only gone to hear the rock band ‘White Heart’ who would be playing there that evening and I really was not looking for a faith awakening. Still, the call came and while I was intrigued by the thought of joining the crowd in front of the stage for prayer, I remained in my seat. It seems my spiritual rebirth would come later in life.

I grew up in an Anglican Church. The idea of being "born again" was maybe not foreign to me (I had heard televangelist before) but just not emphasized...